Song: Traversing Nothing

Album: Hope and other delusions

This time I am certain this won't damage your eardrums. I know, an achievement to behold with great pride with the added fact of it being relatively calm in the amount of beats I forcefully push down your supple throat. Nevertheless, the actual song is nice; calm-ish and has some nice sounds to it. The beat never outstays it's welcome and the bass comes and goes but when there, you notice the fucker! You stand back in awe and say "There's that bass, again!" before he sneaks out the back and returns only to tease.

Generally, as mentioned before - but I never expect you to actually read these, they are more for me to ejaculate over when I return at 50 to examine how much of a piece of shit I truely was. I digress, as mentioned before: I don't feel that I challenged myself with this one. It was a quick, get-in, tap tap tap, get-out, sort of deal and it hurts me to think that I would rather lazily throw together some nonesense rather than spend some time and perhaps improve.

Perhaps my improvement is gradual and I've come to overthink the importance of pushing effort without an end-goal. That's not neccecarily true, I make games (allegedly) and my music can always be used in those, yet, I feel my talents are lacking and often look elsewhere. Kevin Macleod is a godsend and if you don't know who that is, a quick google search will tell you that he is some machine that churns out music at the rate us humans generate carbon dioxide. I guess I shouldn't force progress. After all, you can dig a hole for 50 years but in the end, all you have is a lot of dirt and somewhere to put it again.