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I Want What I Can't Have

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Very haunting. Very though provoking. Gave me feelings I've never felt listening to music. Incredible work!

larrynachos responds:

Yeah, I really love what the ambient music I've done makes me feel and think. This is my personal favorite from last year. Listen to My Onism, it's my other favorite from last year.

Spooky effects at the beginning. Definitely gives me alien invasion vibes. I think the rhythm could've been a bit more well-grounded at times, and I would've preferred a smoother transition at :44. The melodic content at :47 is nice, although the synth at 1:00 was a bit harsh imo. The mix is loud and crisp, although I think the balance favors the synths a little too heavily over the drums. The transition at around the 2-minute mark was a little drawn out for my tastes, but I'm enjoying the ambient flair by 2:20 and the mysterious mood. Perhaps that section could've been a bit more dynamic, but thematically it's probably fitting that the piece gradually fades into a murky, distorted haze. The ping-pong effects at around 5:40 were really cool, and the sound design is probably my favorite part of the piece overall. Keep it up, Larrynachos! ^_^

Glad to see you are still making sick tracks old friend! Hope you’ve been good!!

What a great start to 2020! I love the expressiveness of this DnB tune, it feels almost like a prog DnB tune if that's a thing! Not sure! Regardless, it's a wonderful vibe! Great tune!

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Credits & Info


4.67 / 5.00

Jan 9, 2020
6:23 PM EST
Drum N Bass
File Info
8.6 MB
6 min 17 sec

Licensing Terms

Please contact me if you would like to use this in a project. We can discuss the details.