Within the Sadness (Liquid DnB Remix)

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life is really dummy thicc sometimes

i'll mince the details. a close friend of mine landed in the hospital after a suicide attempt. i was the one that called an ambulance and saved his life last night. he got out fairly recently, we met at an arcade. . . he's now back in the emergency room. either suicidal ideation or an actual attempt, i don't know and don't want to know. but obviously this is really hitting me hard. and last time i was hit this hard, i uploaded heartthrasher - my most recent song. so i guess there's a pattern here, eh?

but what i'm saying here is that this song is dedicated to that person. him. for the sake of privacy, i will not mention his name. i just hope you're staying safe out there.

absolutely massive shoutout to lchavasse (who i'm trying my hardest to give credit on ng for) for going above and beyond for this. i had sent it to him very early on for feedback and also to fix the percussion (my weak point, especially with a genre i haven't done in forever/at all (if you count liquid)) and i instantly fell in love with what was sent back to me. (in his words: "i only messed with the drums and added some strings and a synth") it really means a lot, during a time like this. thank you. <3

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This song is so enchanting... You have a talent. 10/10. I really hope your friend gets better, send him my warm regards <3

This song was pretty good. I liked it. I hope your friend gets better!

Wait. A suicide attempt?

GDHexhammer responds:

a close friend of mine, yeah

Well that sounds rough. Depression is a unique disease to everyone. I deal with it too. Maybe most of us do on some level. Time to open up the discussion of it and to stand firm against the bullies who try to shut us down.

Anyways, the song is solid. Nice work you two. This'd work in a lot of mediums.

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5.00 / 5.00

Nov 6, 2019
9:17 PM EST
Drum N Bass
File Info
5.4 MB
3 min 55 sec
  • FL Studio 11

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