even though it´s all great you have have this feeling in the back of your mind. slowly it´s getting bigger until it starts corrupting your thoughts. a downward spiral begins. everything begins to darken itself. for a short moment you get to isolate your thoughts from everything else. but they start to overlap into a mess. There is no way out.

T̶͔͍͈͔̫͌ḩ̴̥̙̘̻̪́̅́͘͝ḯ̷̧̺̞̘̱̮̱̰ş̶̝͇̳̝̘͖̮̂̒͛́͜ ̸̢̟̮͎͖͗̔̊͐̎̇̓͂̈͝ͅf̸̨͕̱̻́̀͐͘͘ë̵̡͈̖̣̫́͛͂̆͘̕e̶̯̯̍̆̀̄̂̽̚͝ͅl̴̪̜̳̰̺̘̲̇̆͂ͅi̶͓͈͕͗̀̿̑n̸̘̘̺̹̟̹̍̑͘ͅģ̶̠̻̤̣͉̣̼͋̊͗́̓̀̌ ̸̧̡̝͓͉̐̎͆̄̌͠c̵̨̢̱̮̻̠̞̎̓̓̿̈́ó̵̹͈͈͎̦̣̯͖̃̎̓n̸͙̤̣͖͕͚̬͈̹̟͊̌̀͊̋͋͑s̸͈̩̠̃̈́̾̄u̷͕̗̘͚̐̈́̾̊͛͌̕͘͠ṁ̶̛̰̖̙̥͙̥̺̈́́͘ė̴̡̛͓̘̋̿̍̃̌͋s̷̲̓͋̀͆̊ ̴̼̖̙̝͛̾̄͘̚y̷̗͐͊͗̓̅͂̊̚ö̶̡̪̬̻͇̳͇̹͇́̀̕ȗ̶͔̳̈́̈́͗́̈̑͘