.....woah,this was not expected you kinda change my mind About artist(ok not that exagerated but let me explain)
Before this you were in my eyes a "winning man",you posted arts,had a Lot of fans,Drew porn for a living And probably was a cool gamer dude witha hot cosplay girlfriend And a 34 inch drawing tablet(dont ask)And you we're living a cool life.
You were like a guy i wanted to be,but now i see you as Someone just like me(but with Nicer art)i never tougth you could be tired of drawing Smut or being a known artist.
I want to be good at art,i want fans,i want recognition,i want to be admire,And choose art to do it,but you got everytime i wanted And your not the hapiest man in the world,And i see that,your feel jealousy like i do,And with more fans,i agreed that having a "different" artstyle from the norm is a suicide at being famous.
Honestly,i'm guilty of being a bad fan,i really didnt Saw as more that another porndrawer And i feel kinda sorry for not being i hardfan.
Maybe because your not Unique,example:
-Shad(Edgy as fuck)
-Diives(Unique cute artstyle And animation)
-Merunyaa(....idk.....she use to draw diaper porn)
When you ser gherph,you don't go "oh is that twistedgrim?",or see Speedo And go "oh yeah i love Herny",i think your art aint Unique enogth to have hardcore fans,i don't demanding you to changes i'm just laying my opinión.
And,yeah try animation don't just get stuck drawing the same thing try new thing experiment,grow,you didnt stop learning.
Thats that,have a good day.