Not sure exactly how y'all gonna react to this. I've been extremely uninspired with music lately and I've spent last two weeks booting up fl studio, messing five minutes with random samples and thought fuck it man, i'd rather stare at a wall and watch a paint dry. Turns out expectations of myself have been too high and producing same old genres made me hella boooored.

Yesterday I came home and I had a small hangover from abusing my diet and I had a really big ADHD rush. I felt like I wanted to do everything at once and climb on the walls but I had really nothing to do so I went to listen to some weird hc breakcore songs to jam my head to and get my neck hurt. I was like this is the shit, fired up fruity loops and couple hours later I came up with this.

For me, H in ADHD stands for humour. I've got ADHD of some degree and I sometimes suffer from it, like trying to concentrate gives me moderate to huge anxiety and I can never concentrate properly, but I use it as a tool in my life. Like almost all people, except rugby players, I love humour. I love to laugh and I enjoy if everybody else is laughing. My favourite hobby is to figure out how to make a person next to me laugh. When those dimples start to shine and teeth get exposed I know the last thing that person is thinking about is all the shit what is going on in their lives. Laughing feels good and sets a great mood for all. I use ADHD as a excuse for myself and others to do some chaotic shit to get some giggles going on. Thats why I kinda like my condition.
I am not saying I am funny. Fuck me, most of my friends think I am tiring, but at least I am trying my best. Maybe one day I'll be a comedian like I've always wanted to.