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Drunken Suicide

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Some thoughts and a piano play from a time I was a little bit too drunk and generally not in the best "condition"...

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What if?

What would happen if I'd just jump...? I mean... everything feels so fake and numb...

I don't really care about this life... And life doesn't care about me.

There's no love... No trust... No happiness...

No, not for me...

There's only pain in my chest and suffering in my mind... But for what reason?

Why do I still torture myself with this meaningless life? With all these mad people?

I'll die anyway... Unfulfilled. Hated. Unloved.

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The bridge over the city train track isn't that far... I could walk there...

Well... I can't walk straight. I'm too drunk, right?

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Nah... that's not true...

I'm just a coward. I couldn't do it...

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Maybe it's just the alcohol... It always makes me sad...

...it washes away my fake smile and reveals my... self.

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I should stop drinking.

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:( <333

Conquestus responds:

It's the past :) and the past is over. <3

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Oct 17, 2018
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