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I am not doing well health wise. I won't bore yall with all the details but something is wrong with my body and it has been a struggle with my doctors just getting different blood tests so we can figure it out. I think I know what it is but it hasn't been confirmed.

This is the first song I was able to complete in weeks.

Shout out to all my boys, TehSlapHappy, EJR, Shikamarana, Zachary, Gobblemeister, Jay, BillPremo, Bewster, shout out to Template88 and the art crew, Neon, shout out to Boss, shout out to AliceMako (I finally ordered those injections), shout out to The Father Of Death for those spam beat loop spam. There's a lot of people.

Shout out to GiantDouche for being a selfish piece of shit, your girlfriend looks like a toad and you make gay blogger snapchat stories, you're not sick and I hope you die before me.

My output is going to be very patchy for a while. I try my hardest to focus and ignore my symptoms but sometimes it is too difficult. I really appreciate the people who have been following me lately. When/if I am able to get through this I want to make one million songs a week. I want to be the best boy there is. This woman says I have to be patient because she had the same thing and it took her months to recover.

I'll try to put out more music when I can.


I've probably listened to this dozens of times over the last month. I like how intense but bittersweet this track is, I really love how the initial whimsical and doubting melody becomes triumphant and powerful when the horns come in. It really conveys the feeling of overcoming conflict. One of your best pieces 4cat.

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4cat responds:

I appreciate your attention to detail, it is definitely coming from place of desperation and then slowly trying to be resolved by the end of it. Also I made the choice of having mostly 16-bit style instruments but then the horns at the end stick out as a way to show that the tone has changed, glad you picked up on that. Thanks Bill

Feel better homie! Look forward to hearing what the future brings

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4cat responds:

Ty fam bam

I hope you get better soon so I can hear one million audios from you.

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4cat responds:

Thank you flash make it I still watch your spam video and giggle

Wishing you the best dude

Btw this music is sicker than you could possibly ever get, heh *dab*

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4cat responds:

Thank you my man appreciate it

We (newgrounds) love you 4cat

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4.60 / 5.00

Sep 18, 2017
10:06 PM EDT
Video Game
File Info
5 MB
2 min 13 sec

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