Very awkward. The mixing is, for lack of a less blatant term, horrible. There's no sidechaining or ducking at all, just the entire volume going down at random places due to over compression. There's no variation at all to make matters worse. I do feel sympathy for you though because we people giving you low ratings are not "haters." Being a popular musician means that you will not get very many real reviews, just praise from people who know nothing about music. I honestly don't know how people as novice as you can get 17,632 plays just like that.