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Spark of Hope in the Sorrow

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http://www.newgrounds.com/dump/download/46dab36b278f6b3754aa2185c3f058f8 (midi, FL score)

time to open this project. free as in freedom, not free beer. it's a beautiful piece with great melodies and harmonies, but i don't have the heart and mind to continue. i'm having a little problem writing orchestra pieces lately. it all started with a very simple piano melody you hear at the beginning and ending. the strings just came naturally.

i felt like a self-centered prick who write music about myself. but i have to. it gives me a purpose to stay alive. The sense of self-pity so I won't jump off a bridge or OD with drug.

my mother passed away recently, and my siblings hated me for not taking care of her. friends don't care about a stink homeless, im dying from cancer, and life is not what it seem. i wish time could slow down, so i could tell my younger self to work harder, make better life decision and be a better man. but i can't.

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I'm so sorry to hear about this. Thank you for reminding me how petty and stupid I am sometimes when feeling self pity, when In fact I should be DOING.

I hope you can still find meaning and drive,
above all I hope you find resolution

this piece truly remarkable and emotional.

Zoonotist responds:

Life sucks. Trying to find meaning out of life is like running out of luck.

Thanks for your review bro

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Zoonotist
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Score
4.30 / 5.00

Uploaded
Feb 28, 2017
11:30 AM EST
Genre
Cinematic
File Info
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5.2 MB
2 min 17 sec

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