I, as a captain, try to control the boat but in this weather it's almost an impossibility. I see thunderbolts more often than I see seagulls in the sky and it rains more than the ocean contains water. The waves are high but regardless of ship's weak structure, the sailboat won't fall. The intense waves try to wreck the boat to millions of pieces while I say goodbye to you. A tear in my eye falls to the ocean and it will never be seen again. Farewell, my One.
This project started long time ago. I wanted to make song with main lead being violin. It turned out to be great but for some reason I never touched the project again. And then I lost the project file. Now wasn't that great. Anyways I recently found the file again, thought it had potential and extended it to full song. Honestly I had no clue what to make so I just decided to go with the flow and this is what I came up with.
Anyways the title has a meaning to me. No, no one did die but there's someone who left. Left to another place before I could even say "hi". She is someone truly special to me. But I never tried, though. Never had the guts, but always had the will. And heart. This has been one hell of emotional roller coaster ride that I am never going to forget. It has shaped me to what I am now and I am truly thankful of it. I wish I had the guts to try, though. I still get sad about it from time to time. Why was I so foolish? Why did I make stupid excuses for not doing it? And most importantly, why didn't I even try?
Anyways, I should let it all in the past. There's no use of thinking of it right now nor there will never be in the future. That's why I am saying farewell, my One.