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Apple Juice

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I think that this song is about 2 years old


I'm addicted to this feeling again
My mind is altered with hallucinogens
I drink a mixture of blood and apple juice
It takes practice to master self-abuse
I serve pieces of my body on a silver platter
Some day I hope to climb up Jacob's ladder
The drugs effects wear off and my high goes down
I'm naked in the bathtub lying beside a clown
The clown said "It ain't worth being alive."
He went home and smoked a joint laced with cyanide
The police saw that he committed suicide
Then they arrested me for homicide
They inject the deadly needle and I start to scream
I woke up and realized it was all a dream
Or was it? I'm not sure what's real anymore
Beside me is a fox dressed like a whore
Maybe i'm still in a comatose state
Maybe i'm dreaming and i'm not awake
If this isn't a dream I realize with fright
The fox whore will have me for dinner tonight
Every day I listen to the voices in my head
They won't leave me alone until i'm dead
I've run out of blood and apple juice
And I still haven't mastered self-abuse
The floor looks clean if you ignore the mess
A little boy wearing a white wedding dress
Yesterday I forgot the emotion I was supposed to feel
When I discover that nothing is real

A little girl lives in a self-made hell
In a situation similar to Loving Annabelle
Why couldn't she date a girl her own age?
The townspeople's fists are clenched with rage
Some days I want to light myself on fire
Or go and hang myself with barbed wire
I lost my spine awhile ago I guess
When I want to say no I always say yes


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1.61 / 5.00

Aug 11, 2015
12:55 PM EDT
Hip Hop - Olskool
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2.7 MB
3 min 0 sec

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