trying to find my way out
stop the rain and seek the drought
dry my eyes and try again
murder me in silence, my lonely friend

smoke until my heart gives out
see my self destruction run about
drinks in tow below and lowly, send
give me love and leave me, like always

one day I might see you
upon the night of my leaving
i’ll greet you silently, as I slip away
my eyes are pulsing with veins