Apathy ...

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there's something after the fall
a notion of mother and she says
sleep in my arms and we can become one
staring at the sun from the ocean bed i can rest my head

How much deeper can this darkness be?
she wants to see the infinity within me
keeping the light in the corner of the eye
only a sliver from the door at the end of the hall

Is it the ego that wants to turn back
Or is this reflex only my will to survive?
will there be anything else when there is only one?
One look away from the light and I will become

what will I become?

what is the truth of it all
is it this choice that has to be made
whose side are you on? where do you belong?
staring at the sun i don't want to let them in my head

why should I have to choose
when there's nothing that I know for sure
I guess I'll just sleep for now
and maybe the waves will deliver me to the shore