Ah, it is meant as for me and others to use on non profit projects only ... maybe i should have clarified that a bit or just state the word everyone, I just don't want someone seeing the word "everyone" and think "Oh I can use this and any other he has to promote anything i make". As for the awkwardness, I'm trying out different ways to keep a flow going and agree on the sax, I don't think, even thinking in an accentric way will justify it. All in all, I think I have achieved something weirdly unique. Not saying I agree nor disagree with you, just that this is helping me get to a point of an epiphany in it's own ugly ducking or swan lake sort of way.