All of this is why I come here. This song and the comment below me. An artist's musical recreation of himself and people's efforts to interpret it. It's all too easy to get immersed into another person's world here and it's fucking magical. I love it and I'm sticking around to hear more.
You really deserve more fans than this. Your songs are shitty, but not in the 'this fucking sucks' way. More of 'I feel like fucking shit so I will make things with screeching noises and weird ambient electro bits' kind of way. It's a really fucking good kind of shitty. It's far from perfect, and that's what makes it great. Because, just reading all of the Author Comments for all of your stuff, you seem like you're pretty depressed or something a lot of the time. I don't know what your situation is, but that's just from reading the Author Comments and making assumptions. Anyways, humans aren't perfect. Life isn't perfect. In fact, humans and life can be some of the shittiest things around. Your music takes imperfection and fucked up emotions and makes into something I can relate to. Or, maybe my depressed self is just projecting my own faults and shittiness and bitterness onto other people and I'm looking into this too deeply and it's just music you make for the fuck of it. I don't really know. I don't really know anything anymore. It's all just one big shitty blur.
ANYWAYS, good fucking job with your music, dude. It's perfection in imperfection, and for me it's something that accurately reflects my mood. Keep it up. You're doing good things.
Please contact me if you would like to use this in a project. We can discuss the details.