Over the last few days or so I have become obsessed and terrified about the ambiguity of life.
My normally clear and logical mind has been plagued with immense fear of failure, creepy feelings about whats around the corner, and an unshakable uncomfortability with the vulnerable nature of my own existence.
Needless to say its been a weird week.
This song, "Carousel v2.1" is based around these feelings. The reason it's called v2.1 is because in the past I have rerecorded a lot of my old work when no new ideas have surfaced.
Anyways, Let me know what you guys think.
Here's the Lyrics:
dada da da da da doodoodoo
stumbling over words to tell the truth
the hardest thing is where do I begin
it's something I am often caught up in
got a little voice inside my head
chiming in on any chance it can
but even little things can take a toll
in feeling like your losing some control
24 and frightened of the dark
terrified that I have missed the mark
never really knowing where to start
taking works and pulling them apart
Re-imagined re-issued reclaimed
and uninspired but whatever remains