i've changed my mind, this as done as this song will ever be.
this was recorded at one of the hardest times of my life, i had been abandoned by everybody i knew, was living in a car and in a garage on my better days, not sleeping properly and generally had nobody who was there for me, i was a depressed wreck. and thats what drove me to write this song. a memoir of good intentions from a thousand people who wanted to care but didn't. this song is depression incarnate. i have tried to recreate the mood using better equipment and cannot match the intensity of the emotions here, the muffled vocals and drowned out gain laden guitar all sum up the platter of emotions (and lack thereof) i was feeling. i can lose myself in this song, it zones me out and puts me back in that garage waking up to cold air and stale bread.
im out of there now anyway i wont bore you anymore with my pathetic sob story, heres the lyrics

i have no opinions or accusations
another waste of a conversation
i have the greatest of sympathy for you
but i cant bring my conscience to help you

here i am sitting on the lonesome edge of happiness
i guess that this is all that i deserve
this is all that i require
how can you sleep at night

i need no influence or inspiration
so keep to yourself your information
im sick and tired of this segregation
all in aid of your reputation

here i am sitting on the lonely edge of happiness
i guess that this is all that i deserve
this is all that i require
how can you sleep at night