Some thoughts i wanted to let go before I turned sixteen. (November 13th). Nothing more to describe...just listen.
Mustache above my lip,
Some hair up under my chin,
Maturing more by the day..slowly becoming a man, damn.
Been stuck on those last lines for a minute now,
Giving up the real me...damn, it's been a while,
They dont really hear me man I swear that's gonna change,
These last few years, wont be ever put in vain...
Im afraid of the future, takes alot to admit it,
everybody's a critic, and I cant please em' all!
Im tryna beat these odds,
Get down on my knees, close my eyes, look up in the sky and pray that God can be involved,
Seems like ive been getting nothing but the cold shoulder,
Yelling where my friends at...guess we ain't as close as I thought,
But thats life...I got bigger things to worry 'bout,
Time is slowly burning out,
Sixteen years down, many years to go....
And ill be waiting on my miracle, hah, happy birthday.
This time last year, man I really went through it,
And nobody was there, nobody, except music,
Taught myself to write,
Bought myself a mic,
And now i GOTTA blow,
Spark up and ignite,
I see these YouTube artists really putting up these numbers,
Mixtapes, videos, and I just sat and wondered why im not them...
I been dragging my feet,
So I got up off my ass and started damaging beats, and I just, been working
Couple songs under my belt,
No team...no crew...just been hustling by myself and they say..
Dont Chase A Dream, Focus On Your Academics,
Your Brain Is Real Sharp, If You Waste It Youll Regret It, man forget em'!
Come with me or fall back...
If i ever did you wrong im taking it all back,
I'm no longer a kid...lemme make my own decisions,
It's coming I can almost feel it, im gone.