The main riff for this was created by me during a jam with Billy, but then he elaborated on it and so I turned it into a full track. I also wrote the entire song, which is about me and my amazing friend whom I've been crushing on for the past year. I hope you can relate to it and that it cheers you up during those sad times.
Made in MadTracker2 (a free program), using free VST's and free samples.
I've got these songs stuck in my head,
and now I really wish that I had gone to bed,
but I've been staying up late, thinking about you,
'cause you're the one I really wanted to talk to.
And I spent this morning like I did last night,
wondering if I can do anything right.
I really gotta get you outta my mind,
Gotta find some other ways to be spending my time.
Because it hurts to dwell on the past,
and I remember that day that I finally asked,
and when you said 'no' my system totally crashed.
It seemed like a race, where I'm coming last.
And now it feels like I need you here by my side,
because it feels like I'll love you till all of us die,
and it hurts that you don't know that I still feel for you,
I really truly don't know what to do.
I know that I've said what I've been wanting to say,
but it hasn't made me feel any better today,
Because I keep on going, and I keep on knowing
that it doesnt really matter to you either way,
Because we are good friends but we are just friends,
and thats how you want it to stay.
Please don't feel sorry, no, please don't worry,
I'll smile and say "I'll be okay."
But I don't know if I will be.
Okay Stop, man. You're thinking about this the wrong way. You don't need to worry about the past because that's already been and gone. You can learn from what mistakes you have made, and from what I can tell you've made none. You're a nice person, a good person, and if you're still friends then that means they have a degree of respect for your own awesome. These feelings will go away eventually, and then what? You'll have a really good friend instead of a love-god. The relationship is the most important thing here. So quit being sad, put a smile on your face, and be the best person, the best friend that you can be.