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I found my defeatist...Me

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I apologize in advance for the quality . Even though the upload limit is 15MB...it's still just not enough lmao. So I had to render it at a much lower quality than my usual clean crisp album cut lol. Also, on the album, all the songs are blended together like a mix. Since these are the single cuts, the longer ones, like this one, will have long outros, and in some cases the "piano only" song that would normally follow it. The one's like that, I will say so in one of these nifty commentary boxes. This song is not one of those.

This is Track #01 off of my album; "My Self-Infliced-Hell [A Inferno Creationis Meae]"/ The full REAL Track Title is "I found my defeatist...He's in the mirror."

This is one of my more progressive dance songs. I started out with a -believe it or not- jazz song in my head. And, as usual, it turned into a creature all its own. I have a special attachment to this song for some reason. I do plan on uploading this entire album...just to start. I have MANY MANY songs lol.


AS ALWAYS; Remember that headphones are always the best bet with my music. I record with them, and prefer the feeling of music with headphones over speakers. Unless, of course, we're talking a REAL rave...then ...well yea you get the point.

I hope you all enjoy this, and all other songs I upload as much as I did making them.


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Nice song.

It IS a nice song and awesome for those 30-minute-cutscenes, but it does get boring after a while.
Still, I think I would never be able to listen to the full song. I barely made a 6-minute-song without falling asleep. Anyway, keep it up.

MrGrimm79 responds:

Well thank you very much. I seem to have to be in the right mood to listen to the individual tracks in their entirety. The actual album all the way through, or driving around and listening or what-have you gives much more depth to each individual track as if they were but chapters in a book. On it's own I will have to agree 100%; gets boring after a while, however like I said, in the album entirety, or driving lol, its raw..to me anyway ;p.

At any rate, I appreciate your input, as that is the whole purpose of uploading anything and everything to newgrounds for me; peoples input lol. I think in the future, when uploading "album cuts" I may have to make a much shorter version of said song. It seems to be a reoccurring theme that my songs go on far to long by themselves lmfao.

I have lots of other shit to put up both progressive-ish, and experamental, and blah blah. I ramble now, but yeah, thank you for checking out the song, and reviewing! :)

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Oct 22, 2011
3:53 AM EDT
File Info
12.8 MB
11 min 13 sec

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Please contact me if you would like to use this in a project. We can discuss the details.