Happy new year ^^ Here is a new song, I wrote a few days ago. I used T-Free's "Shout for help".
It's in French as usually, so here is the translation :

The white rabbit

One more time, the syndrom of black jack
crushes me like a heart attack
Everydays, I'm a victim of this fear
As I hear this "tic-tac" in me

Damn, when I look backward it sucks
All those craps made me late
All those craps when I couldn't be early !
I even think I was late when I was born !

I never saw any chances come to me
But I have tried to see what I deserved
However I feel questions burning inside me
Did I understand ? Did I make the right choice ?

Each time, I've missed the main episode
I was certainly unlucky so I look like an outsider
Should I blame myself or blame my lack of faith ?
Will I stay the last wagon of the train ?!
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Hook :
Through the nights, don't lose your time
Get through the mirror and run after the white rabbit
Even in the total dark and in the blizzard
You must hold on and never be late

Through the nights, I don't lose my time
I Get through the mirror and I run after the white rabbit
But in the total dark and in the blizzard
Even if I must hold on I am late
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Always this unstoppable feeling of interior prison
To feel unable and resourceless like a beggar
To see everydays other people at the top
And to try in vain to be like them

Always in late, behind them
Always afraid to be ridiculous for them
Always this bitter envy, this desperation,
Always without love, while couples are everywhere

However I would need almost nothing
Only a step but I fear it like a russian roulette
That's it : I fear fate being a bitch !
But when I'll decide to go, will it be too late ?!

Fuck that ! My questions make me turn uselessly,
A lonely turn, thus I stay alone like a fool
Fuck that !! I don't wanna be late anymore
FUCK THAT !!! ONLY ONE IMPOSSIBLE WORD WOULD HELP ME !!

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Hook :
Through the nights, don't lose your time
Get through the mirror and run after the white rabbit
Even in the total dark and in the blizzard
You must hold on and never be late

Through the nights, I don't lose my time
I Get through the mirror and I run after the white rabbit
But in the total dark and in the blizzard
Even if I must hold on I am late
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