Everyone always think that things can be done better through how good you are at it. More than most times, this is true with more physical things.
But music...oh, music is such another creature. Anyone can throw together sounds and call it "music", you hear it all day long with this C-RAP on the radio. But true music is from the heart, from the depths of a persons soul. A true musician does not spend hours upon hours thinking on how to put things together. They just need the right atmosphere, weather, and emotions from the herat and soul to create a masterpiece.
All your compositions are truly works of art. I listen to hard rock and metal all day long, but when the night comes...i turn a little something like this on, and leet myself fly away to a place of rest. You have not just talent, but the soul for this. Don't let it go to waste man.