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If Only Ft BAF and Gasmasq

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Feb 23, 2010 | 7:29 PM EST
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5.1 MB
4 min 30 sec
4.16 / 5.00

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Rated 4.16 / 5 stars
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hey guys, just a collab with..
http://gasmasq.newgrounds .com/

When the chains of regret seem to choke and lock you In place
its leaves only time to look back,to think and contemplate
when you,ve been denied and left only to wait
looking for your conscience,taking back all your hate
trapped in a limbo of pain while wishing to alleviate
feeling numb now, finding it harder to concentrate
like your stuck without gas in the middle of the interstate
your finding hard to distinguish if your asleep or awake
so instead you take easy the way and decide to forget
and decide to bury six feet all the pain and regret
cause living in bliss is living without knowing
and you forget the fact that your no longer the one thats controlling
your life feels like a pattern of repetition of time
and only one thing seems to always go through your mind
if I could do it all again what I could have done
of only,if only,I hadn't decided to run

If only it was easy to be ruthless as me
If only it was harder to pick up them drinks
If only you didn't have to deal with this life,
the pain and the anger,the sadness and strife
and as we teeter on the edge of the knife, the sounds from the tweeters blow us out in the night
And now you huddled in fright,but me and zodiax are beacons of light

If only we didn't have to win every fight
if only we could manage to stay up all night
avoiding fast women and the DUIs
colliding with that bullshit coming from all sides
The money,the riches,cars,and video bitches
hustlin,strugglin,rats, and snitches
If only we could disregard this whole life
if only we could hit reset starting tonight

so you think your feeling down, and you think you need to chill
so you think you need a lift then go ahead and pop a pill
now you think your feeling better,now it doesn't seem so real
and forget all of your pain and forgot the way you feel
so go ahead and take a hit, cause it helps you to forget
here just take another wiff,and off to dreaminin your head
you need some more here you go, use some more go on ahead
even though you think your breathing,deep inside your good as dead
now its just another cycle, you indulge and once again
don't really know how or why,or the time it all began
now none of its real at all,your just stuck inside a trance
you think It wouldn't have come to this,if you had a second chance
funny how when we're cornered, all we do is accept the fact
and just keep wishing to get out,when we never move or never act
so keep on thinking that next high, is your to get by
when really all you do is run,waiting till you go goodbye

I gotta turn y'all away,send them on the path filled with a gray haze,
know that I love 'em even if I don't say it to they face.
Resolutions vanishing without a trace,in this new year we fake our game face.
looking stupid like the kid in the corner eating paste,
all of that effort built up but gone to waste,you know what fuck it man, can I have a taste?


if only if only maybe we wouldnt be lonely
if we hadn't run from those arms, they'd be here to hold me
it's rotten they told us, now they've bought and they've sold us
and we locked in a holding cell, everyone knows us

they forged up these chains with mistakes we made
too late we've laid down our hands, aces of spades
is facin this way, without a diamond in the cuff
they breakin our faces leavin us bleeding, lyin in dust

who are we to trust a bunch of fairytale hypocrites?
idiots simplistic content as prevailing masochistic
emotional responses got nobody nowhere
we've got simple solutions for people's problems: don't care

don't stare when we pass em by in the street
that's right we know they're hideous so we just stare at our feet
and when we look we see defeat, that's true agony
and it's a puddle muddled of the reflections of us, you see?




Rated 5 / 5 stars

If only

this wasn't so good

Zodiax responds:

I'm glad you like it, much appreciation.


Rated 5 / 5 stars

i wont break the streak

5's/10's all day. great job everyone. sick lyrics
gas u brought it fam. [KOA].

"Real music is forever"

Zodiax responds:

thanks man, i appreciate it


Rated 5 / 5 stars

Well done all

Ya, I don't have a whole lot to say, you guys did well. However, all 3 of you boys need to hit me up for collabs

Zodiax responds:

haha, alright man, i'll hit you up some time


Rated 5 / 5 stars


This is a solid track. Its got the complete feel to it. The production quality is very impressive and the composition is grimey. This has a real nice underground feel to it. Each of you got excellent verses. I like the way BAF drops on this. Great collab, thanks for letting me know about this.

Keep at it!

Zodiax responds:

no problem man, thanks for listening


Rated 5 / 5 stars


I didnt know what to expect, but this is great. One of the best collabs I have heard in awhile. Nice job! Bafs material 10/10. Your material 10/10. Gasmasq's material 10/10. 5/5 and download. Keep it up! Zodiax is on the rise!

Zodiax responds:

ha, i would hope so, thanks for the listen man