I made it for my dear friend, Adriana who committed suicide. May she rest in peace. Adriana, I will miss you.
VSTs:
Blonde_Transsexual.dll
LMMS:
SE Guitar (Instrument)
TriOscillators (Instrument)
Samples:
Snare.ogg
Tom.ogg
Pluck.wav
Bass Plick.wav
::EDIT::
8-5-09
The Story Behind Adriana (READ THE WHOLE THING!!!):
Adriana was a good friend of mine. I knew her since I was 8 years old. Unlike any other girl, Adriana was born as a boy (named Aaron). He/Her was diagnosed with Harry Benjamin's Syndrome (HBS). At the age of 10 Aaron began crossdressing. He wasn't attracted to men, he just thought that he was born as the wrong sex. When he turned 12 he made the switch from a boy to a Pre-Op Transsexual. She had the change for 3 years, but on her 15th. Birthday she was visiting her cousin in Trenton. While Adriana was there, she got beat up and raped by 8 bloods gang bangers. A week after the incident she got depressed and drank cleaning fluid. She is mourned by her friends and family even to this day. Adriana R.I.P. We will miss you.
HBS is a congenital intersex condition that develops before a person is born, involving the differentiation between male and female. 1 out 500 people are diagnosed with HBS. That means a girl with Harry Benjamin's Syndrome would have a female brain's sex but her genitals would appear male (Vice-Versa for a boy). The brain is the only part of the body that can define someones sex. This means that one's true sex is determined by the structure of the brain, and not by the genitalia. Gender identity is hard-wired in the brain and in deeper CNS structures. The main difference between HBS and any other intersex conditions is that there is no actual evidence at the moment of birth making it completely impossible for doctors to diagnose it.
I hope this changed the way you think about her.
Good to listen on the go
Clean guitar licks always get the best of me, as do simple tracks. Just because music can be complex doesn't mean it needs to be, or that simple ones can't be enjoyable. Sure, it feels like it should be under 4 minutes instead of over 5, but that's a minimal issue. It's a good tune to listen to whilst relaxing.
Great job
You just made it onto my favorites!
Thank You, It's good to know you care. I put a lot of work into this (3 Hours). I need more instruments though maybe more than one guitar. Thanx 4 the add to favories.
There's a very sad story behind this song.
-NOC666
Adriana?
Nice work. The guitar and the Bass line is pretty sweet but, that bass pluck and crash is pretty loud. Good work on those drums too. I think you need more guitars though. Is sounds very, very empty... BTW that's a pretty strange VST you got there. Iv'e never heard of "Blonde_Transsexual" is it rare or something?
Thanx 4 the post!!!
P.S. Who is Adriana? I don't remember her. And why did she commit suicide?
Thank you, I'll try to add more guitars later but I'm working on a SPYRO THE DRAGON PROJECT. I'll remember the advise. "Blonde_Transsexual.dll" is very rare. I got if off of BitTorrent 3 years back.
Yes, Adriana is a friend of mine. You met her a long time ago. It's kinda ironic because of "Blonde_Transsexual.dll" and Adriana was a blonde transsexual. IDK?
She committed suicide after she was beaten up and raped just for being a transsexual. It's kinda sad really. Hopefully this song will touch someones heart after they lost a friend or loved one to Gang Violence.
Thanx Cousin
-NOC666
Please contact me if you would like to use this in a project. We can discuss the details.
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