I don't claim to be God because I've tried that once before and it landed me in a level 1 mental institution. Everything in life has a price, the question becomes how far are you willing to go. I think perhaps the reality of the drug culture is that in the end, becoming the god of the drug, so to speak, means refraining from doing it or them out of respect. This song is a tribute to that mentality and the personal struggle that only I could understand. Music is a healing process.