3. Holo Heart - This song represents the times where I feel undesirable. The thoughts at the back of my mind, constantly. I find myself always asking, why has nobody taken romantic interest in me? Why have I never experienced the things all of my friends have? It's hard to feel confident when the world is telling you there is nothing to be proud of. The shame continues to hang over me, like it always has. This song shows the first crack in this persona I built up in the rest of the EP.

Coming right down

Coming right down

I act brave

And I do it so loud

Coming right down

Coming right down

Calls from the future

But I hate the sound

Let it fall down

Let it fall down

I have insecurities

Try not to drown

Gotta break down

Gotta break down

So Imma tell you what I

Really feel now

It don't sound so sad

Making music in my room all day

Get in my bed then I ruminate

It don't sound so bad

Having noone to hold, to kiss, to clasp

Have bliss that's passing

I'm so mad

What the hell am I doing all day

Letting sadness accumulate?

When I could have something

If I wasn't made this way

I'm a freak and I hate this place

I'm moving at too slow a pace

Ashamed when the heart starts to race

Even when I see a perfect face

I have to turn around and look away

When I get vulnerable I scrap the song

When I get butterflies I feel so wrong

How will I get everything I want

When all I have is a hollow heart?

It don't sound so sad

Making music in my room all day

Get in my bed then I ruminate

It don't sound so bad

Having noone to hold, to kiss, to clasp

Have bliss that's passing

I'm so mad

What the hell am I doing all day

Letting sadness accumulate?

When I could have something

If I wasn't made this way

I'm a freak and I hate this place

She starts talking about her new man

And I really do care and I'm so happy for her, but

I look down and see ugly written on my hands

I look up, she's still talking bout the night they kissed

Keeps on going leaving out no detail

As I wonder if I'd have better luck if I was female

All my friends have stories of how he or she fell

For someone

Stop talking just stop giving me hell

I'm moving at too slow a pace

Ashamed when the heart starts to race

Even when I see a perfect face

I have to turn around and look away

When I get vulnerable I scrap the song

When I get butterflies I feel so wrong

How will I get everything I want

When all I have is a hollow heart?

Coming right down

Coming right down

I act brave

And I do it so loud

Coming right down

Coming right down

Calls from the future

But I hate the sound

Let it fall down

Let it fall down

I have insecurities

Try not to drown

Gotta break down

Gotta break down

So Imma tell you what I

Really feel now

Hyperfixate

On my body

I'm the mistake

At the party

I'm the one

Noone approaches

Hand is unheld

Lazer focused, I

Hyperfixate

On my body

I'm the mistake

At the party

I'm the one

Noone approaches

Hand is unheld

And it still spells

Ugly

Ugly