This did not start off as a song, I just wanted to make some visual art to showcase how I've felt my daily mornings have been for the past few weeks. I've been not enjoying college, like I hoped I was going to while in High School. With the school being a minimum 30 minute commute every day to feeling behind in some classes, has really made me feel burnt out; but again when am I not burnt out? Add no one wanting to assess me, who turned 18 in January (apparently, they only wanna test children for autism and I just aged out of it), for autism, my family not really supporting me transitioning; which hopefully the doctor will help me with that when I see them later this month, and feeling that I have no one, despite just pushing away a group of them due feeling constant stress around that group, I've not been doing okay. Go see the artwork meant for this track here: https://www.newgrounds.com/art/project/6037353