Made this song around November 2020 - August 2021 after dealing with a bad heartbreak in the middle of a bad time and place whereas it felt like the entire world had already moved on while I was still struggling.

I actually recorded the guitar bits by connecting my guitar to the computer and using Logic Pro's custom guitar amps, I'm pretty sure some pitch correction and quantizing were involved as well as I have actually never learned how to play the guitar and just played some random strings.

Again I am not really feeling the vocals, I have a very strange-sounding voice and I'm kinda trying to find a vocal style as I don't necessarily want to sing, but kinda have a "musical speaking voice" (I.E. Damon Albarn, Tricky and Yves Tumor, whom are all great singers too btw) the vocals are also a few years old.

Apologies for the random clicks and noise, I unfortunately do not have Adobe Audition anymore and the file is so old that I can't recall how I did the mix.

Unlike the other demo I posted here, I actually have intentions of featuring this track in my debut project. Although I might probably make a new song from scratch, as much as I like the rock noir esque style of this song, I'm not sure if I want to explore it further in this format.

I need to update this at a later time for the lyrics because I wrote them in a notebook that's still in my old family home bedroom in the Netherlands.