Journals Pt1. I Love You, You Love Me, I Hate Myself.

A collection of badly recorded demos chronicling the last two years of my life. All songs are presented in the order that they were written, in varying stages of completion. That way, when listened through in order, the songs tell the story of my experiences and feelings over the last few years. 

The recording quality here is pretty bad at times, and I hit more than a fair share of bum notes, but I don't feel like I will ever have the emotional energy to record these songs "properly", so it was a case of uploading them like this or not uploading them at all, and I'm tired of writing songs and only ever singing them to myself. I hope you can see past that. 

I love you

Download the full album for free on Bandcamp using this link:

https://youstolemydomain.bandcamp.com/album/journals-pt-1-i-love-you-you-love-me-i-hate-myself

Or stream on NG using this link: https://www.newgrounds.com/playlists/view/fc5af1a1fb1d92f3c449c2bb72feabc6

Lyrics:

I have never had it this good and i thought i never would 

feel this way where i am smiling every day 

i have found a second half of me

and its such a perfect way to be

come with me into my room we'll sit and hide from all the doom and gloom of the modern life we have today

we could lock ourselves away

throw away the key and forever stay  

I don't mean to be a cynic but I've never felt this way

and every silver lining has to have a cloud of grey

I don't mean to be a doubter but this is too good to be true

and i could wave the world goodbye if i did so with you

I could stare into your eyes until the sun fell out the sky and 

we all burnt or froze and died and got washed away by the tide

the time of my life, I'm having it now

so come with me and sit and stare ill run my fingers through your hair and we will crash out and lay bare

and go through life without a care

the time of my life I'm having it now

everything is great, i don't know what to say about it 

I'm at a loss for words

and every time you smile. i forget all of my problems

come and stay a while.

don't go

I don't mean to be a cynic but I've never felt this way

and every silver lining has to have a cloud of grey

I don't mean to be a doubter but this is too good to be true

and i could wave the world goodbye if i did so with you