I had made a remix of this song a really long time ago and finally remembered it and decided to reupload it here.

Every time I here this song it really shows me how much passion I had for God. I have been struggling with things in my life and find it so funny that after all of it I still have faith in God, I still believe. There is simply no way of denying he is real and present in not only mine but all our lives, even if we don't feel him or want him. I can't push him away from me even if I tried. It's crazy to think that a random 15 year old kid has a passion for God so young even without his parents guidance. Sometimes I feel alone like no one gets me or that people find me weird that I believe in yk? It's a lot that comes with being a Christians, controlling the urges of the flesh isn't a joke. I honestly thought God wanted nothing to do with me after what I had said and done, but deep in my heart I know God still loves me even when I'm at my worst (which isn't really hard to be at apparently according to my mother).

I told God I hated him and wanted nothing to do with him, and I did it out of confusion. I have come to realize that nothing overrides my relationship with God, nothing, not even my own mother. If I am wrong for doing my best and asking for a simple rib while slaving away at a job I never even wanted to do to pay bills that I was never supposed to pay and then get shamed and have just about everything that I enjoy taken from me all because I asked for a measly rib when I got home from walking 3 miles back and forth to work, what am I? what could I have possibly done that could have been so wrong? I keep leaving pieces of my life on Newgrounds, maybe I should just give it all here it's a really safe place for me to vent my problems. Not now though, this is a good form of me venting but I'm not going to do it right now. Maybe in my next song upload. I feel stupid not giving more context :\

For now, all I can say is, God is good and Christ is lord.