This is track 3 off my EP "Can't Even Stand It".

I, can’t get out of bed

Sometimes I dread and dread

The complications of my mind,

I can’t tell if I’m fine

No I’m not but I can’t say it out loud

Let the world just shake upside down and round and round

I can’t talk about whats in my head

So sometimes its better if its left unsaid

Out of spite for the decisions

In my mind I have no religion

To figure out why I'm feeling this way,

And they all ask "is she okay?"

Yeah I'm fine, I just feel like dying

Don't know why, I just gave up on trying

But I'm A okay. But I'm just not the same, I'm not the same

I, don’t know where to go

I’m lost around these homes

Some words just don’t make any sense

Am I anxious? cause I just can’t help it

so why am I identified by this disorder

a form of order to who really counts? there's no order

I judge myself upon a screening that explains all and why

Cause a chemical imbalance is all that really counts

Take a little pill just to calm me down,

and shake off all my fears to help me out

I don’t understand where to go,

where’s my home I don’t know

But wait, maybe I’m just going insane now

Out of spite for the decisons

in my mind I have no religion

to figure out why I feel this way

And they all ask "is she okay?"

Yeah i'm fine I just feel like dying...