I want to be the little spoon

I want to make a mess of my messy room with you

Let's do something, anything at all

Everything else so far just makes me withdrawal

I want to feel this weather with you

Eat outside the market

Hell, I just want to talk to you more often

Cause I am cut off from the world

I feel a chilling disconnect

And Sometimes when I get desperate, I will pet myself in bed

And I've never even kissed

But I'll go all the way up

Texting strangers from the area that would like to meet to fuck

I am shaking in my boots

He steps outside into the rain

I'm pretty sure he changed his mind, but didn't say it to my face

All he said to me was "Sorry, not today"

"My roommate just got back"

From then on he stopped responding

Destroyed my confidence, and won't even say a thing

Guess I'm entitled to always get almost

And end up with nothing

So I just want to be the little spoon

Not even sex, just need to cuddle up in my messy room with you

So give me something, anything at all

Everything else but you just makes me withdrawal

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