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I'll Prevail

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This song has been in the works since February of this year. The idea of the song was directly inspired by Dm Dokuro's "Still Here", even down to some of the elements and structure of the song in some parts. I've spent more than 150 hours in total writing this, and here it is, finally finished.


This song is made to express the constant fighting that occurs within my head, between two separate trains of thought - one who constantly accuses and berates, and the other who can do nothing but try to persevere. I've put my heart and soul into this song, as well as the mental pain I've endured throughout the years. I hope you all enjoy, and more is to come soon.


Lyrics:

Main Thought: Everyday, I feel alone

I feel myself wishing I would disappear

As my mind degrades, I break more each day, yet I've never grown

All I want is or my meaning to be clear

Every time I'm on my own

I fight myself making my morale be more frail

All I see in my reflection is the same scarred face I've known

I'm still here but I still ask if I -

I'll prevail


Other Thought: You are clearly mindless To the truth you try to ignore

No one cares that you constantly feel stress

And if anything, your rampant whining makes their ears sore

You are no more but a grievance

To the friends who've given you care

You waste all their time with your incompetence

But you complain like you're the victim, which isn't fair


Other: All you feel is remorse

Main: (Why do I think this way?)

Complaining about what has affected you

(How do I make it stop?)

Your issue's getting worse

YOU SHOULD UNDERSTAND; THIS ISN'T NEW

You should stop trying to run away

(Why do I put myself to blame?)

You can't flee or try to escape yourself

(How do I face myself?)

Your health proceeds to decay and YOU JUST SIT AND CRY ABOUT THE PRICE YOU'LL PAY


Main: I want to be through with all the things that you've shoved me into

I don't want to DIE from your control OVER MY MIND -


Other: You can try to hide it

But I will always make myself known

You've spent years trying to change it

But you're incapable of fixing this mess you've sewn

You could come out and face it But I'd tear you apart 'til your bones

You have no chance to mend it

So just give up, stop trying, and just leave it alone


Main: But I will push through and defeat you

You will fail and I won't LOSE BECAUSE

I'll prevail


Main: I'm done with your malice

Other: (You'll never shut me out!)

It is time that I turn the tables on you

(You'll never make it stop!)

You shall face my justice

(You'll never get me out of your head!)

For the many pains you've sent me through

(And I will never go away!)

I have lived with your tyranny too long

(You only have yourself to blame!)

Now I'll strike you down and claim my brain as my own

(You'll never bring me down!)

You've made me be so much less strong

(You should have died long ago!)

But maybe once you're gone I won't feel alone

( You should have never made it here!)

When you're gone, I'll live peacefully

(I'll never disappear and will always haunt your mind.)

I'll have much more motivation to move on

(I'll always scream in your ear until the end of time.)

You should never have been with me

(I am why you're still here but you take for granted what I find...)

If you hadn't I'd feel much less depression

(You only ever pout and whine!)

I have tried to disappear

(You'll always fail to vanish as long as I'm still here!)

But I'm still here as a sign of your defeat

(You only feel this anguish as a result of your fear!)

I'm not gone, and it's now made clear

(My time in your head will NEVER, EVER CEASE!)

That your time in my head is complete

(Your struggle won't ease....)


Main: I want peace

Other: (I won't cease)

Stop my grief

(There's no relief)

I believe

(I won't leave)

You will lose and I WON'T FAIL

(I won't fail...)


I'll prevail

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Score
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Uploaded
Aug 18, 2022
1:07 PM EDT
Genre
Cinematic
File Info
Song
12.1 MB
8 min 47 sec
Software
  • Kontakt
  • Session Strings
  • FL Studio 20
  • Vocaloid 5
  • Shreddage 3
  • Superior Drummer 3
Misc. Kit
  • Cinematic Studio Strings
  • The Grandeur
  • Kontakt Factory Library

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