Thank you for listening to "changing (for the better)"! I hope you enjoy it!
Edit: changed rating from E to T for subject matter
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Lyrics so you can sing along:
(chorus)
Close my eyes, I'm numb again,
I'll bite my tongue and swallow it
Take me apart so I can fit in
I'm losing my oxygen
Don't like my thoughts, well, some of them
I'm not the person I thought I once was
Blame it on my mind because
I do not like who I've become
'Cause I'm the only one there for me
Slowly falling silently
I'll reach the bottom finally
Starting a change, for the better, I'm trying
(verse 1)
Told you I'm trying, and I swear I am though
Currently living on time that I borrowed
Can't say I'm thriving, I'm tired and hollow
Not sure that I want to wake up tomorrow
Looking at pictures like where did the time go?
Scope of the world shrink me down to a microbe
Quickly I'm sinking, missed out on my lifeboat
Sixty to six feet, I fell off my tightrope
(chorus)
Close my eyes, I'm numb again,
I'll bite my tongue and swallow it
Take me apart so I can fit in
I'm losing my oxygen
Don't like my thoughts, well, some of them
I'm not the person I thought I once was
Blame it on my mind because
I do not like who I've become
'Cause I'm the only one there for me
Slowly falling silently
I'll reach the bottom finally
Starting a change, for the better, I'm trying
(verse 2)
Except when I'm crying, or hardly replying
I'll sit in the silence, where you'll never find me
I know you despise me, you're holding too tightly
Still think of me nightly, except impolitely
On freeway, go ninety, just so I feel lively
I'm high but not mighty, I'm actually tiny
Hold on to me tightly, 'cause storms here are likely
To let lightning strike me, to let lightning strike me
(chorus)
Close my eyes, I'm numb again,
I'll bite my tongue and swallow it
Take me apart so I can fit in
I'm losing my oxygen
Don't like my thoughts, well, some of them
I'm not the person I thought I once was
Blame it on my mind because
I do not like who I've become
'Cause I'm the only one there for me
Slowly falling silently
I'll reach the bottom finally
Starting a change, for the better, I'm trying