Sounds cool. I miss a drumbeat though, so I mixed it. Imma send you a PM.

I know how you feel, it's very tough to make it out in the world and I'm still struggling to find out where my place in it is. However, I wake up in realize that said place is what you make of it. I suggest you look deep down. At the impact you've caused for yourself and others good and bad. The work you put in so much of your music successes and fails. Not to mention the abuse you've gone through over the years including but not limited to your accidents hurt and luck. A lesser person would just give up and die after that last one alone, but you kept going after all that. It means at least to me, that someone or something out there, finds you worth living and staying in this world. It's your job to find out who and why, but until then, keep going the way you're going and do not give up.