i feel like i'm slipping. this aint working I'm just gripping onto thin air. Eyes burning, isn't it crippling. I have thoughts of cinder in my mind but I just won't hit rewind on everything I've done it wasn't fun but it needed to get out I doubt that unless I was this loud anyone would hear me at all no matter how near me they are or how clearly they see me or how weird I appear to be. Dearly I take this so seriously because without it i'm deleriously Daring to be a freak on a leash under the sea of disease, please, I need.