Really good man. Keep it up.
Song about anxious-preoccupied attachment. Instrumental is All Ready Ghost by Crack Moses.
I was left unfinished, the cavities only torture me ()
Half deranged from phantom pain, the passing days go horribly ()
Shipped and sold defective, never covered under warranty ()
Vacuum sealed for freshness long before there was a quarantine ()
When the trauma left a crater, you learn to accept the danger
Knowing that your life support can never have a generator
Putting on your best behavior, looking toward a mental savior ()
Preemptive plans, permuted perfectly on pen and paper
Simulate the situation over for a thousand cycles ()
Got solutions but the one you're stuck with now is final
Now denial runs a thousand more () like you gouged the vinyl ()
White knuckles clenched around the wheel of a salvage title
Painfully taking me from my basic needs and place to be ()
Changing scenes to braving seas of vacancy endangers me ()
Faced with latent seeds of hate and grief, you claim that we
Can stay at peace with loss of agency so gracefully ()
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Pass the intersection of the endings that we hoped and dreaded
Know it's headed in morose directions as is most expected
Codependent, so pathetic, hopeless though I don't defend it
Sabotage to cure uncertainty of what was open-ended ()
How it got so ugly, why am I so hard and crusty?
Underscore the unsupported youngun and you're on the money
More hopeless than romantic, () a broken-hearted junkie
Harlow's monkeys gone from warm and comfy down to dark and dusty
Time in isolation viewed as introspective hell ()
Lines of perforation through the independent self
Hikikomori sleeping poorly, really never helps ()
Repeating stories bleak and stormy, () bidding a farewell ()
Negative space () sinks its teeth in like a parasite ()
Scavenged broken parts from open arms to repair the bite
I feel the hole preventing me being my own entity
One piece set, () inner peace sold separately
Really good man. Keep it up.
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