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Suicide - by hania

Author Comments

You are the pain in my throat
When you are near me I choke
Everything round me screaming
'Stop! Don't do it!'

You are the hurt in my heart
Every time I try to start
Everything round me screaming
'Stop! Or lose it'

I try to run but I don't
I try to hide on my own
I really do try to die but I'm scared
To ruin your life and mine
Hit two birds in one straight line
I really do try to die somewhere...

You have your hands tipped with blades
When you hold me I'm afraid
Of being cut but then I guess I'd be free

If you weren't human I'd tense
Cause then all this would make sense
I'd know what everything was telling me!

I try to win but I lose
There's no real end I can choose
To be let free without suicide
So now I'm just gonna do
What I can try to get through
It's now the start of a life long ride

You are the cramp in my side
You jab at me like a knife
Everything round me screaming
"Stop! Don't do it!"

My mind's made up with a choice
For once I'm using my voice
Everything round me praising
"Please keep with it!"

I try to win but I lose
There's no real end I can choose
To be let free without suicide
So now I'm just gonna do
What I can try to get through
It's now the start of a life long ride

I try to run but I don't
I try to hide on my own
I really do try to die but I'm scared
To ruin your life and mine
Hit two birds in one straight line
I really do try to die somewhere...

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If you're thinking about suicide, please reach out!

United States of America
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline
Call: 1-800-273-8255
Available 24 hours everyday

Australia
Lifeline Australia Crisis Support and Suicide Prevention
Call: 13 11 14
Available 24 hours everyday

Reviews


Beautiful

I went through this, I am in love with this song.


People find this review helpful!

a beautifully haunting little tune...

you've offically written the best (non-stolen... hopefully) song that I've heard on Newgrounds.
everything about this is amazing. from the vocals to the (sometimes hard to hear) lyrics to the brilliant instrumentals.


hania responds:

Certainly not stolen. And thanks :) I made this a while ago when my mixing & mastering skills were ... *hangs head* really bad.
Glad you like it though :D


I love it.

How is this cheery at all



Well?

So.... did he do it?!?!


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i agree whit kamakenny

you are very good but some of your new songs need a tune up


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Credits & Info

hania
Author

Listens
42,238
Votes
1905
Score
3.95 / 5.00

Uploaded
Nov 2, 2007
5:14 AM EDT
Genre
Pop
File Info
Song
1.9 MB
2 min 4 sec
Tags

Licensing Terms

You are free to copy, distribute and transmit this work under the following conditions:

Attribution:
You must give credit to the artist.
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You may not use this work for commercial purposes. *
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*Please contact me if you would like to use this in a commercial project. We can discuss the details.