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Suicide - by hania

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You are the pain in my throat
When you are near me I choke
Everything round me screaming
'Stop! Don't do it!'

You are the hurt in my heart
Every time I try to start
Everything round me screaming
'Stop! Or lose it'

I try to run but I don't
I try to hide on my own
I really do try to die but I'm scared
To ruin your life and mine
Hit two birds in one straight line
I really do try to die somewhere...

You have your hands tipped with blades
When you hold me I'm afraid
Of being cut but then I guess I'd be free

If you weren't human I'd tense
Cause then all this would make sense
I'd know what everything was telling me!

I try to win but I lose
There's no real end I can choose
To be let free without suicide
So now I'm just gonna do
What I can try to get through
It's now the start of a life long ride

You are the cramp in my side
You jab at me like a knife
Everything round me screaming
"Stop! Don't do it!"

My mind's made up with a choice
For once I'm using my voice
Everything round me praising
"Please keep with it!"

I try to win but I lose
There's no real end I can choose
To be let free without suicide
So now I'm just gonna do
What I can try to get through
It's now the start of a life long ride

I try to run but I don't
I try to hide on my own
I really do try to die but I'm scared
To ruin your life and mine
Hit two birds in one straight line
I really do try to die somewhere...

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If you're thinking about suicide, please reach out!

United States of America
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline
Call: 1-800-273-8255
Available 24 hours everyday

Australia
Lifeline Australia Crisis Support and Suicide Prevention
Call: 13 11 14
Available 24 hours everyday

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One can dream....

No matter how many holes I put in my head...."sigh" immortals have it rough.


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Beautiful

This has always been, and always will be, my favorite song by you.

Thank you so much for sharing. <3.


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Amazing song...

A real catchy song that has a great medley and mind blowing vocals!
However, the vocals seem a little quiet on the side.



hm.

I just spent like 2 hours in lecture and fixing a computer listening to this song on loop and bouncing around happily . . . It's pretty catchy; it is one of my favorites and one your better songs I think (some seem a little bland compared to ones like this one, no offense) can't wait for more stuff.


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Great Song!

I really like a lot of your songs ^^
Great melodies, nice balance, good lyrics, and your AMAZING vocals :D
But i really like it when i can hear your vocals in a really crisp, clear way like in your more recent songs.
I would LOVE IT if you rerecorded these with your improved mixing and mastering skills :D
PLEASE! XD


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hania
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Listens
42,613
Votes
1,906
Score
3.95 / 5.00

Uploaded
Nov 2, 2007
5:14 AM EDT
Genre
Pop
File Info
Song
1.9 MB
2 min 4 sec
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