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Suicide - by hania

Author Comments

You are the pain in my throat
When you are near me I choke
Everything round me screaming
'Stop! Don't do it!'

You are the hurt in my heart
Every time I try to start
Everything round me screaming
'Stop! Or lose it'

I try to run but I don't
I try to hide on my own
I really do try to die but I'm scared
To ruin your life and mine
Hit two birds in one straight line
I really do try to die somewhere...

You have your hands tipped with blades
When you hold me I'm afraid
Of being cut but then I guess I'd be free

If you weren't human I'd tense
Cause then all this would make sense
I'd know what everything was telling me!

I try to win but I lose
There's no real end I can choose
To be let free without suicide
So now I'm just gonna do
What I can try to get through
It's now the start of a life long ride

You are the cramp in my side
You jab at me like a knife
Everything round me screaming
"Stop! Don't do it!"

My mind's made up with a choice
For once I'm using my voice
Everything round me praising
"Please keep with it!"

I try to win but I lose
There's no real end I can choose
To be let free without suicide
So now I'm just gonna do
What I can try to get through
It's now the start of a life long ride

I try to run but I don't
I try to hide on my own
I really do try to die but I'm scared
To ruin your life and mine
Hit two birds in one straight line
I really do try to die somewhere...

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If you're thinking about suicide, please reach out!

United States of America
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline
Call: 1-800-273-8255
Available 24 hours everyday

Australia
Lifeline Australia Crisis Support and Suicide Prevention
Call: 13 11 14
Available 24 hours everyday

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How Do You Do It?

How are you able to make such upbeat songs that have such sad, bittersweet, or horrorifying themes? And always so hauntingly beautiful!


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Oh wow.

Don't you just have the most prettiest, haunting voice?
:3
I love the piano tune too~


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love it

very good and now i am typing to the beat lol


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Scared

I have ran away and i have felt this, now i sit one the streets and trying to relax and this well i can fell sadness, anger, hope and scaryness in me. boiling up hopong i die.... well... this music consumes my darkness and and sadness. It also make me fell alone.... and i am still 13 very young.... I run away only to run from my past, it take over from time to time.

This song has a story in it if you listen to it closly, it is about a girl who who has a boyfriend and broke up with him and she was kidnapped by him because he was in love with her and he rapes her now she fells so scared hoping someone would save her. no one does now she is trying to comit suicide. And if you are wondering what was the reason she said "to ruin your life and mine" is the she will comit sudicide and kill her,self which will ruin her life, and it will ruin the boys life because life because he will lose the girl he loves and be arrested.

Well I love the song and thx for pubishing it. i wish Justin beber would be replace with you thx so much for this song.

P.S. The story may not be correct but that was was i guessed it was, and it was like that to me.


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life

we can only die once. but the aftermath of death hasa greater affect on others.


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Credits & Info

hania
Author

Listens
42,403
Votes
1905
Score
3.95 / 5.00

Uploaded
Nov 2, 2007
5:14 AM EDT
Genre
Pop
File Info
Song
1.9 MB
2 min 4 sec
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