This song is an old track of mine, remastered for 2020/21. It's about realizations I've had after coming out of the cult I was raised in. It's also on Baumarius Remastered, my latest album! I released it in November, 2020. The album has 85 tracks; 7000 hours of work condensed into 5 hours of near-pristine audio. Here's a breakdown of the tracklist:

Tracks 1-15 are new or previously unreleased officially.

Tracks 16-25: Kadamitas Soundtrack

Tracks 26-39: Sounds of Karugis

Tracks 40-46: Cosmic Communcation

Tracks 47-53: Ghost of the Wild

Tracks 54-76: Tenera Soundtrack

Tracks: 77-85 Victernus Soundtrack

Bandcamp: https://baumarius.bandcamp.com/album/baumarius-remastered

Everywhere else: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/baumarius/baumarius-remastered-pt-1 and https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/baumarius/baumarius-remastered-pt-2