Thank you! I think my biggest problem is that I don't know how I want it to look. I think I am decent if I paint realistic/semirealistic faces. (it is quite hard to show what I mean as I don't think I've ever posted here something I've tried to make look realistic) But I find myself often craving something more stylized, and that is what makes the road bumpy for me. Forever I have tried to produce become more and more realistic paintings, but last few years I have tried to undo it and sometimes outcome is not ideal.. but maybe I am slowly getting somewhere.

Upper one I let myself paint quite realistically, which is easy for me and produces results like this. But I am fairly happy with the sketches as well, which are more cartoony and that is an improvement for me.