i honestly don't give a shit, so what if i do self harm? no one can stop me :/ i have many reasons of why i do selfharm. the main one is that i honestly just want to die slow and painful. I feel like i have to suffer the consequences and my wrong doings. I made my own rules when it comes to self harm. if i lie,make mistakes etc. i have to cut myself. i don't like lying or making mistakes, which is why i made this specific rule, but mainly i just hate my excistence itself, why do i have to be here and then die later anyway. we all die eventually but what's the point?