Noisysundae wallpaper - A new beginning


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The sundae (music) this art was featured : A new beginning ► http://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/776663
Made with Adobe Photoshop CS6.

ㅤㅤFor anyone wondering what kind of text I wrote in the wallpaper, here it is! It was just my random thoughts, though, pretty random.

--Wall of text incoming!--

ㅤㅤIt's November 5th. It’s nearly sunset. I’m standing at the top of a tower in my university, staring at the beautiful view of the city below. “It’s half a year since the final presentation.” I talked to myself. Time sure flows very fast. I still remember the day I had an interview with my professor. It was a part of the entrance qualification. I can’t believe that was 4 years ago. My memory of the very moment is still vivid. From that day when I had next to no knowledge about how a computer actually works, now I’m a graduate. It’s time to go outside, get a life, and earn the money by myself. My dream job is being a game designer and a game developer. Some companies called this “technical game designer” because they can implement their ideas on their own. Besides, I also have an interest in multimedia production. I have both the mind of a scientist and an artist in me. I like experimenting. I love making a content. Unfortunately, the game industry in Thailand is still a new thing. I won’t earn very much if I work in a Thai indie game company. A junior game developer earns around $600 a month here while the living expenses go as high as $310 per month nowadays. That doesn’t count the things you don’t buy everyday like gadgets or whatnot. At this point, I wonder if I should go loud and find a job overseas. My English skill is decent enough to write this pointless essay anyway. I can work with something other than games too, but I think I won’t be enjoying it as much. Between happiness and better earning, what should I choose? It’s a new beginning. I don’t want to ruin it. I wish I were in the world where everyone had their dream job. That would be perfect. I could wish for a world without currency, but I think people wouldn’t go to work without it.

ㅤㅤI got a Bachelor Degree in Computer Science with First Class Honors and a GPA of 3.53, but that doesn’t matter anyway if I’m not capable of doing a job. Also, one of my worst enemies is being socially awkward. My outcome of the job interview depends mostly on the atmosphere of the conversation. I hate it when I feel the pressure from the interviewers and end up getting to much stress. I’m a serious person in nature (at least when there are people around). I can’t manage to have a “normal” conversation and express my emotions with someone, even they’re my parents, no matter how hard I try or how much I prepare for it. However, I’m a lot more relaxed when I’m with myself. I tend to talk to myself (mostly with whispering voices since I don’t want my neighbors to hear it) and behave like a madman whenever I’m alone. That’s how I can be creative. At first, I made Noisysundae just because of music, but now it’s also the only place I can pour my feelings into each composition. For that, I thank everyone who spent their time listening to what I made. My music is definitely not the best out there, but they are all from behind my mask. I really wish I could make music for my living, but I have next to no knowledge in music theory. I don’t think I can make it. But one thing I can say is I love making what I love, and now I'm trying my best to keep at it.

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Nov 26, 2017
8:52 PM EST
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1920 x 1080 px
1.3 MB

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