"She's here"

My hair is long and unkempt.

Shoulders slouched because any hope I once had is now exempt.

Clothes plain and worn......

Who cares about fashion when one's heart is torn?

Legs feel heavy with the burdens they uplift.

Feet scuffling and dragging along as if I'm working a graveyard shift.

My best friends all but "gone".

Never got to apologize or make amends

for all the things I did wrong.

Been abandoned and condemned for my lower economic status,my gender,and my race.

The longer you live the more you realize that the offered reward is rarely worth the chase......

(Hurts the most when you are labeled as a disgrace by old acquaintances whom were so very friendly to your face!)

Why must we all lose our whimsical sense of wonder?

Then we accidentally damage the innocence of others with

every miscalculated blunder........

I believe in God but I think he's left us to our own vices.

Meanwhile we are hostages of our own technological devices.

I see her now........smiling whilst gesturing me to come near......

Gotten more mellow with each encounter despite my underlying fear.....

She would be considered alluring and hauntingly breath-taking if not for her

true reason for being here......

She's in my head singing.....

"Take my hand and ascend........

It's almost over. It's just begun.

Every story starts and every story has an end.......

You were never alone, I always walked by your side ......

I kissed your tears away and held your hand with every stride......

"The golden glow" stardust of the soul......

Deep down you already "know".......

It will go dark then there will be a light.......

No need to "fight",It will be alright......

Your thread will return to the tapestry of being.........

New eyes opening,their first time seeing....."

Last time I ran.......

This time I approach her just because I can......

(Fountain of eternal life's keeper!

Just a pervert fapping to the grim-reaper!)

Every time she comes to collect my soul I'm

jacking my pole! (Fapping to the grim-reaper!)

Don't think she wants to shake "this" hand!

Boy, what a master-plan!

(Fapping to the grim-reaper!)

I'm not lying Death is kinda "hawt".

When I confess I'd shoot my ejaculated seed all over her

 alabaster face,onto her milky breasts, and into her dark hair she looks embarrassed

and rolls her eyes on the spot! (Fapping to the grim-reaper!)

She sighs and says I'm "sick".

I just smile and present my dick!

(Fapping to the grim-reaper!)

Next time I see her she's ferrying drowned sailors whom washed up on the shore.

I tell her I'd gladly be buried deep up in her backdoor!

(Fapping to the grim-reaper)

I know it's wrong to publicly bust my nut!

But she has the most wicked butt strut!

(Fapping to the grim reaper!)

Tomorrow I'll be five hundred and two!

All because the beautiful vision of Death makes me squirt my goo!

(Fapping to the grim-reaper!)