started this study 5 months ago, uploaded that; colored it, hated what that looked like; never uploaded it, gave up for a while on drawing.
so i decided today to reattempt fixing its issue spots and recoloring it. hope i don't give up for a while again... we'll see.
stepping away for a while, and just observing things, has helped me feel quite a lot better. i feel less burdened for ideas, so i'll let them come freely from now on, and not force anything.