Everything. Everything we do. Everything we think. Every difference we try to make on this world. Nothing affects this conglomerate universe in inconclusive meaning and unknowing catharsis. We could be doing everything in vain. But no one cares. Have you noticed? Everything you realize subcontiously. You can never truly drown anything out. No cares at all that their existence will take absolutely no toll on this universe. But everyone lives for something. Everyone is always going on for something. When youâEUTMre a kid, when your innocent, you live to be a firefighter or a superhero. As you get older, around 13, you begin to go on for more realistic reasons. Being a doctor or an archeoligist. As you get older you form a familyâEU¦something to feel proud of, like you accomplished something great. And then there is your reason. But there is one thing that can come in and give you reason at any point in your life.
Love. Everyone knows subcontiously that love is generated by hormones that give you a happy sort of feeling. But again, no one cares. Everyone wants love, no matter who they get it from. It doesnâEUTMt matter what form love takes. Infactuation, a crush, a girlfriend/boyfriend, a fiance, a wife/husband. They all give people meaning, and a reason to exist. To go on living. To put up with every day, every person, every lifestyle, every step, slam, bang, crash, zoom, and honk. We put up with it for something.
And every once in a while. We look back. We look back on the way things used to be. When you were a kid and hadnâEUTMt a care. When there was no pressure. There was no outside world. There was no need for love. We think how horrible that would feel now, but still you just want to be there again. There is always someone out there that thinks they need something. But they donâEUTMt. even the longing for love can give you reason. And if thatâEUTMs not reason enough, there is also always someone wanting to give love. Needing help in their life. Needing someone. Someone like who you think you can be.