She represents my confidence and who i want to be. The horns growing out of her head represent my cluster headaches, her scaly skin is my ex-ma, her hair my artistic skill, her tail represents my friends who balance me. I want to be more graceful, hence the deer features, but deers are also timid. The wolf part is dedication and effort i put into my work. The dragon part is creativity and positivity, i try keep my chin up and those around me. The black and white forest is life. The struggling mushrooms at the roots and the flourishing leaves at the top. You can always make it through a situation, it will change and develop you, but never let it defeat you.