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Contemplate Life

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suicide
depression
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Uploaded
Jan 31, 2012 | 6:46 AM EST

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Running time - 5 minutes

Majority of the animation was made December 2011 & January 2012
Made in approximately 100 hours

View more of my films at my website
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Unbelievable!

What the heck am I doing on the front page?!

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DIALOGUE:

I don't know how many days I have left.
What makes me think I'll even live another hour?
Why even bother living this life only to lose it all.
Chasing after the f****** wind.

I could live to all the good moral standards of my culture
but I'd die just the same as the people with the worst moral standards.
I think I'd be happier being an immoral person, though I know it's a lie.

My heart reeks corruption.
Following my desires I'd never want to work,
never help people,
unless I get something out of it of corse
and just be a blood sucking leech on everyone around me but worse.
Destroying the very things that sustain me.

_____instrumental_____

I don't want to hurt people
but if I don't, I'll hurt myself.
Either way I'm going to cause destruction and death.
So wouldn't it be better for only one person to die than many.

Sure, they'll be sad, but they will find a way to live without me, right?
What am I thinking! they are no different than me!
Then we should all, just, die.

_____instrumental_____

stop.

You speek rightly. You do deserve death
You have thought nothing but the evils of your wicked heart since the day of your creation.
You could never be pleasing to God.

But do you think God didn't know that?
You think God made you just to bring you pain?

Know this, you will always have problems in this life
but hear me correctly when I say this statement.

your corruption is your fault.
your corruption is your fault.
Not because you could chose not to be corrupt,
but because you have not given up on yourself.

You run like a mouse on a wheel trying to get away,
no trying to walk on water,
no trying to fly with your arms.
You try and try and try, to do something you can never do.
but you were never meant to.
you need only to seek the one who gives freely.

I know your impatient,
you could be watching tv or doing something to amuse your mind.

But when you realise the truth, that you have nothing,

Look to God, not yourself.
Because He is our only real foundation in this life.
You will go to hell in your own strength.

Please, realise God's love for you,
despite all your corruption
and may His love, change you

Reviews


TaurenCompadreTaurenCompadre

Rated 5 / 5 stars

Absolutely amazing.

I love deep messages like this. I'm glad you made this and enjoyed watching it!
The music seemed fitting and I like your art style especially in the darker moments of the flash. :)


nahtanojmal responds:

Why Thank you very much


JRHeliosJRHelios

Rated 4.5 / 5 stars

Excellent message!

I've seen exactly what you said here. The world constantly proves itself more corrupt and selfish. God brings me outrageous amounts of reason to live. I thank Jesus he'd even look at us with the things we've done.

Took off a star for the audio being a little weak but aside from that, I found it to be well presented. Nice job!


nahtanojmal responds:

Thankyou ;)


ChisugiChisugi

Rated 4.5 / 5 stars

Good

I liked it overall with good animation and music but the voice acting was drowned out at times by the music making it hard to understand.

I gave it a 9 because of how it went all religious at the end. I've had a lot of troubled moments in my life but not once did I ever look to religion but instead just picked myself up and dealt with the situation. So with that in mind I don't agree with the part about "look to god if you're in trouble" but that is just my way of thinking while I'm not trying to disrespect anyone else's.


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nahtanojmal responds:

Thanks for the honest review ;)


TenrouTenrou

Rated 5 / 5 stars

I actually relate to this.

Thanks. This video touched me. I wish the audio was abit better, but it doesn't matter; It's the message that counts.


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nahtanojmal responds:

Your welcome :)


AAA1058AAA1058

Rated 4.5 / 5 stars

good animation

i rate for the animation, your message seems hopeful. you'll obviously have people who disagree but religion was never made to unify people since we all think differently but im glad to see that most people who do or dont have religion look to whats right and what they believe. Which is what your doing =)


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nahtanojmal responds:

Thanks for reviewing ;)